Ok so I have been wondering about this for a while now. Its related to the blogs. Everytime I go to post a comment on one of your blogs for some reason the site won't let me or I am doing something wrong. It will tell me to select the profile, i do then I log in but it doesn't post my comment. =( So I don't know whats going on there.....it really made me mad the other day when I had this really great comment and then it didn't let me comment hahaha
Any suggestions around the issue?
Sunday, March 28, 2010
So much for that idea....
Does it ever happen to you guys that you think about things WAY too much and end up feeling even worse??
Yea well i do that all the time....especially lately for some reason. I think its just so many things all at once.....good changes but to me they are beyond scary. I was talking to my mom about this earlier today....I think about things so much it makes me sick. I seriously feel like throwing up sometimes. The only way it will get better is if i confront whatever it is that's scaring me. (At the moment its a new job
)
If I could stick my head into a hole in the ground and keep it there forever I would be perfectly fine with that(right now). I think today was just a crappy day. I am a thinker (which might be one of the reasons why i am mostly quiet) but when I think too much I tend to bring up negative thoughts along with the positive and negativity is NOT good.
Just a little update: We took our poor coco to the vaccination clinic held on Sat. She got two shots and something sprayed up her nose. It broke my heart to see her there....she just looked at me with her big ol' eyes, wondering what they were doing to her and why I had taken her to them in the first place.
But let me tell you this, she did spectacular!! I honestly thought that she would start growling/barking with the other dogs or at people and you know what? She didnt! The poor puppy didnt even cry when they gave her the shots(the injection site bled a little, so that was bad)....needless to say she was a little trooper! She deserved a scooby snack and she got one too! 
Oh yes and we also participated in the Earth hour event. This is the second time I manage to convince my parents to do it....well this time it was more like oh yea lets do it again. So I am glad we did. It was very peaceful, quiet and relaxing....and we did a little to try to help our planet out. We should do more, but this is a start. I would like to address this. I have heard that global warming is "made up" and you know what?? It very well may be made up but i genuinely feel this way. It can't possibly hurt to try to keep our planet clean and to protect, and respect her as much as we can.Let's give something back, we already take so much as it is.
So I hope/think tomorrow should be better, that is if I finish my homework before class. lol I should probably go to bed right now before it gets late so I don't wake up a complete grouch tomorrow.....happens alot when I wake up early. lol
So I wish you all a goodnight, sweet dreams and have a wonderful week!
Peace,
Steph
Yea well i do that all the time....especially lately for some reason. I think its just so many things all at once.....good changes but to me they are beyond scary. I was talking to my mom about this earlier today....I think about things so much it makes me sick. I seriously feel like throwing up sometimes. The only way it will get better is if i confront whatever it is that's scaring me. (At the moment its a new job
) If I could stick my head into a hole in the ground and keep it there forever I would be perfectly fine with that(right now). I think today was just a crappy day. I am a thinker (which might be one of the reasons why i am mostly quiet) but when I think too much I tend to bring up negative thoughts along with the positive and negativity is NOT good.
Just a little update: We took our poor coco to the vaccination clinic held on Sat. She got two shots and something sprayed up her nose. It broke my heart to see her there....she just looked at me with her big ol' eyes, wondering what they were doing to her and why I had taken her to them in the first place.
But let me tell you this, she did spectacular!! I honestly thought that she would start growling/barking with the other dogs or at people and you know what? She didnt! The poor puppy didnt even cry when they gave her the shots(the injection site bled a little, so that was bad)....needless to say she was a little trooper! She deserved a scooby snack and she got one too! Oh yes and we also participated in the Earth hour event. This is the second time I manage to convince my parents to do it....well this time it was more like oh yea lets do it again. So I am glad we did. It was very peaceful, quiet and relaxing....and we did a little to try to help our planet out. We should do more, but this is a start.
I would like to address this. I have heard that global warming is "made up" and you know what?? It very well may be made up but i genuinely feel this way. It can't possibly hurt to try to keep our planet clean and to protect, and respect her as much as we can.Let's give something back, we already take so much as it is. So I hope/think tomorrow should be better, that is if I finish my homework before class. lol I should probably go to bed right now before it gets late so I don't wake up a complete grouch tomorrow.....happens alot when I wake up early. lol
So I wish you all a goodnight, sweet dreams and have a wonderful week!
Peace,
Steph
Sunday, March 21, 2010
The blog of all blogs
Not really blog of all blogs but you know to add drama. lol
So yes, Spring Break is OVER. I am so very sad to see it go. It came and went much too fast. Specially since I realized that I will have NO break until Dec. [I am such a masochist I registered fulltime for summer classes and they start when I have finals week for the spring semester] I have to say this....even though I didn't leave or go on any awesome adventure far away I had a blast here, hanging out with awesome friends! 
Thanks for putting up with my weirdness hahaha
You know what I have been thinking? No, you probably don't so I will tell you. I am thinking that we all need to have one day a week or every other week where we can all get together and hangout! I don't know maybe we can name it: Margarita Thursday, Friday or Saturday? You don't necessarily have to drink Margaritas unless you want to of course lol and I say "you" because I don't drink. For various reasons like: I don't like the queasy feeling I get in my stomach when I am drinking, or I don't know the really weird dreams....(you all remember the serial killer and shark dream yea?) hahaha We do need to have a day at least every other week where we can all hangout, and it doesn't have be drinking either like we can go bowling (and I can kick your butts at it!!...) hahaha just kidding!! Bowling is always fun!
Right now I totally feel like the redheaded kid that comes out in Diary of a wimpy kid, the one thats like "you want to see my freckle?!" hahaha minus the hygiene problem of course...don't worry I won't chase you with a booger on my finger. lol
See what i am doing? I am blogging instead of finishing up that homework....choices, choices. Speaking of choices. I don't know if I told you guys but I am doing some "inner remodeling work" By that I mean that I am trying to change somethings about myself that aren't necessarily productive. I have noticed that a lot of my anxiety, fears, shyness is really brought on by my own self. I am esentially creating my own problems based on nothing. I am really trying to be happier in my own skin, and to adopt the "who cares what anyone else thinks" mentality. I also want to explain its not going into extremes either...just minor tweaking. Some examples could be like being a little more talkative, or even just relaxing a bit so that I can enjoy the moments when I do go out with friends without have all this negative info flooding my brain(purely caused by my ownself.) So if I feel like dancing in the middle of flipping Walmart I will do so! (Its gonna take some time though lol) So yes I am doing some inner remodeling! LOL Oh yea I have also decided that I am going to try to speak my mind and I am going to try to confront my emotions headon and not ignore them or suck them up like I usually do (I realize I am not made of stone and I am not perfect nor do I intend to be)
AND now I must return to the homework dilema. I really need to finish this for tomorrow.....oh yes procrastination at it's best!!
Thanks you for reading I hope you all have a great week, much love, enjoy every little moment, take care and I will see/talk to you soon!
Peace and Love,
Steph
So yes, Spring Break is OVER. I am so very sad to see it go.
It came and went much too fast. Specially since I realized that I will have NO break until Dec. [I am such a masochist I registered fulltime for summer classes and they start when I have finals week for the spring semester] I have to say this....even though I didn't leave or go on any awesome adventure far away I had a blast here, hanging out with awesome friends! Thanks for putting up with my weirdness hahahaYou know what I have been thinking? No, you probably don't so I will tell you. I am thinking that we all need to have one day a week or every other week where we can all get together and hangout! I don't know maybe we can name it: Margarita Thursday, Friday or Saturday? You don't necessarily have to drink Margaritas unless you want to of course lol and I say "you" because I don't drink. For various reasons like: I don't like the queasy feeling I get in my stomach when I am drinking, or I don't know the really weird dreams....(you all remember the serial killer and shark dream yea?) hahaha We do need to have a day at least every other week where we can all hangout, and it doesn't have be drinking either like we can go bowling (and I can kick your butts at it!!...) hahaha just kidding!! Bowling is always fun!
Right now I totally feel like the redheaded kid that comes out in Diary of a wimpy kid, the one thats like "you want to see my freckle?!" hahaha minus the hygiene problem of course...don't worry I won't chase you with a booger on my finger. lol
See what i am doing? I am blogging instead of finishing up that homework....choices, choices. Speaking of choices. I don't know if I told you guys but I am doing some "inner remodeling work" By that I mean that I am trying to change somethings about myself that aren't necessarily productive. I have noticed that a lot of my anxiety, fears, shyness is really brought on by my own self. I am esentially creating my own problems based on nothing. I am really trying to be happier in my own skin, and to adopt the "who cares what anyone else thinks" mentality. I also want to explain its not going into extremes either...just minor tweaking. Some examples could be like being a little more talkative, or even just relaxing a bit so that I can enjoy the moments when I do go out with friends without have all this negative info flooding my brain(purely caused by my ownself.) So if I feel like dancing in the middle of flipping Walmart I will do so! (Its gonna take some time though lol) So yes I am doing some inner remodeling! LOL Oh yea I have also decided that I am going to try to speak my mind and I am going to try to confront my emotions headon and not ignore them or suck them up like I usually do (I realize I am not made of stone and I am not perfect nor do I intend to be)
AND now I must return to the homework dilema. I really need to finish this for tomorrow.....oh yes procrastination at it's best!!
Thanks you for reading I hope you all have a great week, much love, enjoy every little moment, take care and I will see/talk to you soon!
Peace and Love,
Steph
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