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Not really blog of all blogs but you know to add drama. lol

So yes, Spring Break is OVER. I am so very sad to see it go. It came and went much too fast. Specially since I realized that I will have NO break until Dec. [I am such a masochist I registered fulltime for summer classes and they start when I have finals week for the spring semester] I have to say this....even though I didn't leave or go on any awesome adventure far away I had a blast here, hanging out with awesome friends! Thanks for putting up with my weirdness hahaha

You know what I have been thinking? No, you probably don't so I will tell you. I am thinking that we all need to have one day a week or every other week where we can all get together and hangout! I don't know maybe we can name it: Margarita Thursday, Friday or Saturday? You don't necessarily have to drink Margaritas unless you want to of course lol and I say "you" because I don't drink. For various reasons like: I don't like the queasy feeling I get in my stomach when I am drinking, or I don't know the really weird dreams....(you all remember the serial killer and shark dream yea?) hahaha We do need to have a day at least every other week where we can all hangout, and it doesn't have be drinking either like we can go bowling (and I can kick your butts at it!!...) hahaha just kidding!! Bowling is always fun!

Right now I totally feel like the redheaded kid that comes out in Diary of a wimpy kid, the one thats like "you want to see my freckle?!" hahaha minus the hygiene problem of course...don't worry I won't chase you with a booger on my finger. lol

See what i am doing? I am blogging instead of finishing up that homework....choices, choices. Speaking of choices. I don't know if I told you guys but I am doing some "inner remodeling work" By that I mean that I am trying to change somethings about myself that aren't necessarily productive. I have noticed that a lot of my anxiety, fears, shyness is really brought on by my own self. I am esentially creating my own problems based on nothing. I am really trying to be happier in my own skin, and to adopt the "who cares what anyone else thinks" mentality. I also want to explain its not going into extremes either...just minor tweaking. Some examples could be like being a little more talkative, or even just relaxing a bit so that I can enjoy the moments when I do go out with friends without have all this negative info flooding my brain(purely caused by my ownself.) So if I feel like dancing in the middle of flipping Walmart I will do so! (Its gonna take some time though lol) So yes I am doing some inner remodeling! LOL Oh yea I have also decided that I am going to try to speak my mind and I am going to try to confront my emotions headon and not ignore them or suck them up like I usually do (I realize I am not made of stone and I am not perfect nor do I intend to be)


AND now I must return to the homework dilema. I really need to finish this for tomorrow.....oh yes procrastination at it's best!!


Thanks you for reading I hope you all have a great week, much love, enjoy every little moment, take care and I will see/talk to you soon!

Peace and Love,
Steph