Yea well i do that all the time....especially lately for some reason. I think its just so many things all at once.....good changes but to me they are beyond scary. I was talking to my mom about this earlier today....I think about things so much it makes me sick. I seriously feel like throwing up sometimes. The only way it will get better is if i confront whatever it is that's scaring me. (At the moment its a new job
) If I could stick my head into a hole in the ground and keep it there forever I would be perfectly fine with that(right now). I think today was just a crappy day. I am a thinker (which might be one of the reasons why i am mostly quiet) but when I think too much I tend to bring up negative thoughts along with the positive and negativity is NOT good.
Just a little update: We took our poor coco to the vaccination clinic held on Sat. She got two shots and something sprayed up her nose. It broke my heart to see her there....she just looked at me with her big ol' eyes, wondering what they were doing to her and why I had taken her to them in the first place.
But let me tell you this, she did spectacular!! I honestly thought that she would start growling/barking with the other dogs or at people and you know what? She didnt! The poor puppy didnt even cry when they gave her the shots(the injection site bled a little, so that was bad)....needless to say she was a little trooper! She deserved a scooby snack and she got one too! 
Oh yes and we also participated in the Earth hour event. This is the second time I manage to convince my parents to do it....well this time it was more like oh yea lets do it again. So I am glad we did. It was very peaceful, quiet and relaxing....and we did a little to try to help our planet out. We should do more, but this is a start.
I would like to address this. I have heard that global warming is "made up" and you know what?? It very well may be made up but i genuinely feel this way. It can't possibly hurt to try to keep our planet clean and to protect, and respect her as much as we can.Let's give something back, we already take so much as it is. So I hope/think tomorrow should be better, that is if I finish my homework before class. lol I should probably go to bed right now before it gets late so I don't wake up a complete grouch tomorrow.....happens alot when I wake up early. lol
So I wish you all a goodnight, sweet dreams and have a wonderful week!
Peace,
Steph
Global warming is a bunch of poopy. Well, at least the part where we supposedly are causing it. Global warming has been going on for years, it's the natural course of things. Our planet is going through a change; it's sad for the poor polar bears & other species that are becoming extinct though!! I've never even seen one in real life!
ReplyDeleteI didn't participate in Earth Hour b/c I have no say in the matter but I would have if I had my own place. :)
Back to your personal life blog, YES I think about things way too much sometimes it makes me sick. Well, maybe not as much as you. You have a bad habit of keeping things to yourself (thus inflicting yourself uneccessary stress). It helps to talk to other people about it & when you're undecided about something jot down pros & cons. It will help you make a decision (Without ifs & or buts about it) & put your mind at ease. I do this often!! It really helps! :)
As far as your job goes, we already established that the cons are all IMAGINARY WHAT IFS. They don't exist!!! Quit thinking that you're not good enough, don't have enough experience, will not make it...etc. YOU CAN DO IT! You know how I know? You've been thinking about it all this time & you're not even there!!! If you put that much thought into it now, wait & see how much you can learn/improve in one day of being there! YOU WILL DO JUST FINE!! :P